death

What if?

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What if you were told, you only have 1 hour left to live? Not a day. Not a week. Not a year. An hour. Here’s the catch, you can’t tell anyone you only have an hour left to live, you just have to keep going, and pretend you’re not going to die. I bet most of you would say spend it with your loved ones, or do something you enjoy. Wanna know what I would do? Watch as much Friends on Netflix as I could before I died. Why you may ask? Ask yourself this…why not? What in the world could you possibly accomplish in an hour? I guess 3 episodes of Friends, and all the junk food I could eat is my answer :p

Haha. Bet you guys thought I was serious! I was joking! If I really only had an hour, I’d spend it enjoying the little things, like the warmth of the sun on my cheeks, or the way my hair sticks to my forehead in the rain, or maybe the way the people I love laughed, or the sound of his voice. I would spend every 60 minutes enjoying the way the world turns on its axis, the way the wind blows the tall grass, making it dance. The way the trees smell. The enjoyment of watching the fluffy clouds roll across the skies. If I could do all of that in an hour, I would die happy 🙂

-Jay c:

P.S. Guys! Spam the hell out of this and get Glittr to get her lazy ass to write some blogs! I can’t maintain this myself! Sorry I don’t post as much as I want to, I try to do what I can! I’m thinking of maybe starting up a solo blog! Guys let me know if you’d be interested in “The Misadventures of Jay” or something cute like that. Now that won’t stop me from writing on here! I’ll still post on this blog maybe twice a month like I do now, but I wanna like, try something new 🙂 let me know what you guys think. I’m interested!

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What if Green Eggs and Ham Was About Weed? -Glittr

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So I go to thinking in my head, what if you replaced all of the words green eggs and ham with just the word weed? It would be about teen struggles of peer pressure and being pressured into smoking. Here’s how this story could have turned out…

I am Sam

I am Sam
Sam I am

That Sam-I-am
That Sam-I-am!
I do not like
that Sam-I-am

Do you like
marijuana?

I do not like it,
Sam-I-am.
I do not like
marijuana.

Would you like it
Here or there?

I would not like it
here or there.
I would not like it
anywhere.
I do not like
marijuana.
I do not like it,
Sam-I-am

Would you like it
in a house?
Would you like it
with a mouse?

I do not like it
in a house.
I do not like it
with a mouse.
I do not like it
here or there.
I do not like it
anywhere.
I do not like marijuana.
I do not like it, Sam-I-am.

Would you eat it
in a box?
Would you eat it
with a fox?

Not in a box.
Not with a fox.
Not in a house.
Not with a mouse.
I would not eat it here or there.
I would not eat it anywhere.
I would not eat marijuana.
I do not like it, Sam-I-am.

Would you? Could you?
in a car?
Eat it! Eat it!
Here it is.

I would not ,
could not,
in a car

You may like it.
You will see.
You may like it
in a tree?
d not in a tree.
I would not, could not in a tree.
Not in a car! You let me be.

I do not like it in a box.
I do not like it with a fox
I do not like it in a house
I do mot like it with a mouse
I do not like it here or there.
I do not like it anywhere.
I do not like marijuana.
I do not like it, Sam-I-am.

A train! A train!
A train! A train!
Could you, would you
on a train?

Not on a train! Not in a tree!
Not in a car! Sam! Let me be!
I would not, could not, in a box.
I could not, would not, with a fox.
I will not smoke it with a mouse
I will not smoke it in a house.
I will not smoke it here or there.
I will not smoke it anywhere.
I do not like it, Sam-I-am.

Say!
In the dark?
Here in the dark!
Would you, could you, in the dark?

I would not, could not,
in the dark.

Would you, could you,
in the rain?

I would not, could not, in the rain.
Not in the dark. Not on a train,
Not in a car, Not in a tree.
I do not like it, Sam, you see.
Not in a house. Not in a box.
Not with a mouse. Not with a fox.
I will not eat ot here or there.
I do not like it anywhere!

You do not like
marijuana?

I do not
like it,
Sam-I-am.

Could you, would you,
with a goat?

I would not,
could not.
with a goat!

Would you, could you,
on a boat?

I could not, would not, on a boat.
I will not, will not, with a goat.
I will not smoke it in the rain.
I will not smoke it on a train.
Not in the dark! Not in a tree!
Not in a car! You let me be!
I do not like it in a box.
I do not like it with a fox.
I will not smoke it in a house.
I do not like it with a mouse.
I do not like it here or there.
I do not like it ANYWHERE!

I do not like
marijuana!

I do not like it,
Sam-I-am.

You do not like it.
SO you say.
Try it! Try it!
And you may.
Try it and you may I say.

Sam!
If you will let me be,
I will try it.
You will see.

Say!
I like marijuana!
I do!! I like it, Sam-I-am!
And I would smoke it in a boat!
And I would smoke with a goat…
And I will smoke it in the rain.
And in the dark. And on a train.
And in a car. And in a tree.
It is so good so good you see!

So I will smoke it in a box.
And I will smoke it with a fox.
And I will smoke it in a house.
And I will smoke it with a mouse.
And I will smoke it here and there.
Say! I will smoke it ANYWHERE!

I do so like
marijuana!
Thank you!
Thank you,
Sam-I-am

Hope you liked it!

XOXO

Glittr

Malfunctions I have -Glittr

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It is 2:30 in the morning and I have homework due tomorrow, so naturally, I’m up blogging in order to procrastinate as much as humanly possible. Any who, today I want to talk about everything that’s wrong with me…

For starters I twitch. You know that little twitch people do sometimes when they’re cold? Yea, I do that, only mine happens all the time. I often get weird looks from people who aren’t used to it, for those who are they for the most part ignore it, or try to. I guess I could be wrong, but i’m pretty sure its not torrets. I’ve naturally swarmed to the internet for answers. There are several possible reasons, ranging from calcium deficiency to problems with my nervous system.

If that’s not enough to be wrong with one person I also have blackouts. To put it simply everything around me goes black and I feel really dizzy, sometimes to the point to where I can’t stand up, it generally passes in less than a minute. I believe its because I don’t eat very well. Often I forget to eat or don’t get hungry for long periods of time (i’ve been without food for more than two days a few times). I’m not anerexic, I am okay with my weight and I don’t have body image issues for the record. And when I do get hungry I can eat a lot. I know it’s unhealthy and I try to remind myself to eat even when i’m not hungry. It doesn’t help that almost everyone in my family has either diabetes or some sort of blood sugar problem.

Although not as often sometimes i get an excruciating pain in my stomach. It hurts so bad I can’t even bear standing up, it feels mildly like someones stabbing me. Its only happened 3 or 4 times but all have been in the past 2 years. It’s usually gone within 10 minutes at least. Pretty sure that’s cuz I don’t eat too…

Although i’m not sure its a malfunction I suppose it is a bit odd…I think about my death a lot. I don’t want to die anytime soon I fear death, but I think a lot about how I want to die or what my funeral would be like. Not in a suicidal way, I don’t want to die soon, I just like to think about how it would happen.

Hope you gained perspective into my life, share your odd “malfunctions” with me!

XOXO

Glittr

Nooooo…Paul Walker Noooo….

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So another celebrity death occurred, not from anything like what everyone’s mind goes to when you hear the words “Celebrity Death”, but from a serious tragic accident. Now to be honest, I never really payed attention to Paul Walker like I did with someone like Cory Montieth simply because me personally I’m not a big Fast and the Furious gal. When I heard the news I was a little sad, not much, but I looked at it like it was another tragic death to a human being. I decided to read up on him and what exactly happened, now I can say I’m completely heartbroken. I was expecting a drunk driving incident, or some kind of drug usage, but no, just a  freak accident to an amazing person. All the things you read about him are nothing but charity events, helping people, humanitarian work, I mean I cant seem to put together in my head why someone so special to the world would die in such a terrible way. I read up on him and all of the amazing things hes done and it makes me want to be a better person. Anyone who has that effect on me, seriously deserves a medal. All in all I wish I was a Paul Walker fan from the beginning and not after his death. Life is short guys, live it, love it, and make sure that whatever you do, you want to be remembered for it, loved for it, because if you die young, would you want to be remembered for all of your fuck ups? or like Mr. Walker, the man who managed to bring tears to my eyes reading over all the greatness he brought to the world. He was an amazing man, and from now on I will be asking myself….What would Paul do? 

-Jay c:

P.S. Rest in peace Paul, I hope wherever you are, they are treating you the way you treated the world that loved you dearly. 

 

 

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Kidd Kraddick

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I decided to go ahead and honor Kidd Kraddick (53) who died this weekend at a charity golf event. This is a very tragic loss to a good man. I will miss listening to you on the radio and watching you on Dish Nation. 106.1 will not be the same without you. Rest In Peace.
-Jay c:

Controvesy on Cory Monteith’s Death -Glittr

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So if you didn’t already know Cory Monteith (Finn, Glee)  died recently due to what is suspected to be drug overdose. Admittedly, when I initially found out I was sad, but other than that I didn’t think to much about it. Then just now I came across some terrible comments on Facebook calling him a druggie and saying he deserved to go to hell.

First of all, who are you to judge someone’s life like that? You didn’t even know him. You don’t know what he dealt with, what he was struggling with or why he did what he did. Do you find yourself superior to someone else simply because you didn’t have a drug addiction? Nobody is perfect so don’t pretend like you’re somehow above him.

Also why would you even say that about him? Do you not understand his family and loved ones can see this? They are hurting enough as it is don’t add to it.

XOXO

Glittr

 

Life

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I really just want to write this because today, July 13, 2013 has seriously been one shitty day. George Zimmerman was found not guilty in the murder trial of Trayvon Martin(17), Kyle Massey(21) was diagnosed with cancer, and the death of the beloved Glee star Cory Montieth(31) was discovered earlier in the day. I want to say that everyone should hold on to life, to cherish it, live it, love it, because today showed us that anything can change in a split second of time, our lives, our futures, and our prespective. I want to give my thoughts to the friends and family of Trayvon Martin for peace, my thoughts to Kyle Massey for a speedy recovery, and my thoughts to the friends and family of Cory Montieth, that they find closure. Remember guys, cherish who you have, what you have, and where you are, because any second could be your last.

-Jay :c

P.S. Sorry for the super serious tone of this blog, I’m in shock really from the whole day. Kind of feels like an alternate reality. R.I.P Trayvon Martin and Cory Montieth, you will be missed.